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Starting Over is a New Revelation to Expand Mind
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Linds Feels the LoveLife has many Directions_Have You made the Right Decision
The Topic this Week is a Very Hard one to write...As the saying Goes if You have Nothing Good to say about Someone...Don't Say it at All...in this Situation will be as in Other JerSooz Ezines not a word of Negativity...The Message if truly read will be Positive
How and Why this Ezine is Written..The Big Shout Out!...Kids Our Future are Our #1 Priority
This Weeks Topic is written...Yes 1st time in 3 Weeks because a Time Out...A Big Hand over Fingers Time Out Rethink Your Thoughts...Get it Right and Say it from the Heart...this began October 23rd 2005 when Sooz took off and Left Linds with Jer...On the 24th Linds Dad was here with Bakersfield Police as the Biological Dad to take Her back...Linds Dad Skip as said Jer this is the 3rd time this Year Sooz has run Off...Time to Stop this and did it all Legally...Though Sooz doesn't see it has an...Abandoned Daughter Police Report and a Long Court Battle that will be an Uphill Battle to Overcome...The Longer Doesn't Act the Harder the Battle will be...All Due also as in Phone Call Made Jer I am All Messed Up in Head and I Love You Call made after Left...that Deteriorated into Sooz own Negativity when didn't Realize Legal issues Facing or Linds true Feelings that came out of Linds like a Floodgate opened when Sooz Left...also now with Her Dad Feelings...The Hurt He has with Sooz is very Touchy Situation...as Linds says Jer My Dad says...this is Hurtful can We not Talk about it...Last Phone Call to Voice Messaging 8:41am November 8th Linds Own Cell Phone being now either taken away or as Threathened by Her Dad Tossed into the Ocean in Santa Barbara,Ca
The True Story is still not Told...Time Out or Running
Yes Folks Dear Readers Sooz has once again Gone off on another Adventure this time at maybe the Cost of Her Daughter Linds...No contrary to Sooz description a like Family Round Table discussion was not had...Sooz unlike Linds and Jer thinking...was Yeah Sooz...Yeah Mom take a Month take Two Get Your Head on Straight Pay a Close Observation to the Person Your Running to...is Not Truly the Man or Place You Truly want...All You have to Do is Listen to Yourself...We're tired of Listening to Your Negativity...Join Us as the True Team want to be on...We Do Not like the Negative Person You have become!...Yeah a Gamble Linds in Love for Her Mom as Jer were willing to take...Though Sooz was warned and never listened the Actions Linds Dad would take the Quick and Fastly written Got to Get Out of here Statement Medical Release and Custody for Jer till 18...Yes Jer Promised He would Do All that He could to ensure Linds stayed with Him...Though Warned Sooz if anything Happened with the Law involved...Wouldn't be worth the Paper written on...She Left without thinking Consequences...Nor either True Options for Linds
True Facts be Known Linds Knew what Wanted
Linds with the Option did not Hesitate said Mom I don't Trust You or My Dad...Her Dad because Sooz left Her with Him for the Summer Her Sooz Own Self admitted I Don't trust Him Myself...Though Linds Dad is a Hard Worker...He Himself with barely any Parenting Skills...Truly nearly a Kid almost Himself in Mind...Ex Drug User and Felon also Selfish...is All but Homeless whereby now Linds lives in a Studio Apartment with Him and His Girlfriend...Skip did Act Like a Dad Acting Quickly...Linds Did make Her Stand Yes and with Pride...said I want to Stay with Jer and even Stated this to Her Dad and the Bakersfield Police her Reasons...While Truely as Stated by the Police They Felt Sooz had Abandoned Her even with Jers Good Intent and Love...Her Biological Dad had his Rights...Because Neither Legal Documents or even Sooz were Present...Though Sooz was on Linds Cellular Phone the Officers told Her Lady No Matter what You say You Abandoned Her...Bring Your Papers to Santa Barbara Courts Go through the Legal Channels till then She goes to Her Dad...Yes Folks the Police ran even Wants and Warrant NCIC's ran...Linds never harmed by Her Dad She had to Go
Question Asked Why would You Want to Stay with Someone Who Shouts and Makes You Think
When asked Linds said No Jer its not Staying because of All the Material Things offered but in Sooz own words...Jer's House has always been to Linds Her True Home...and Jer Leads by Example...even though this Hurts Jer is to Linds Truely the Only Father figure She's known...This has always been Home to her...You see Linds wanted to Stop Running...Linds by mere Observation and listening to Conversations...wanted Her Mom to See the Truth this Truly was where Sooz even Herself was Happiest...She was and never did Give Up Her Freedoms with Jer or have to Shun Others because of Jealousy Fits and Rages...Yeah Mom Jer is Only Answering the Questions You ask...Better yet trying to Stop Your Own Negativity
Why Sooz went was it a MidLife Crisis or Unanswered Questions
Possibly the Simple Reason!...Simple Answer!...Sooz got Cold Feet from a Marriage Proposal accepted not Once but 3 Times...also a Lifetime Commitment as Jer stated LifeTime Friends are forever Our Love is a Love Story started over 4 Years ago is how will take You back...Time to take a Stand so never have to Run or as say Lie again
Sooz Not sure of because made Promises after the Fact to the Man ran off with Friend of Her Brothers when Kids a Lifetime Fantasy boundries over ridden because Called Him Family a Falsehood and a Misbelief now seen even in Sooz Eyes...How Does Jer know He did his homework as did Linds knowing Her Mom merely by Observation and Overhearing their Conversations as only the innocence of a Trusting Child...Charlie wanted Sooz to Ship Linds off to Dads by 16 so they could go off on Adventures
Jer Your Right on All Accounts I am Coming Home via MMODE Message
Yes Adventures Possibly Not ever taken till with Sooz 1st the Crashing of the Moms Daughter and Granddaughter 2nd Annual Hawaii Vacation...A Trip Jer couldn't Go on because No Easter Vacation Seniority...Plus was to Be a Girls thing...Yeah the Vulnerable Spot Charlie saw as an Opportunity...Stupid emails of introduction...Yeah still a Sore Spot lies even Told there Linds would never be Left alone with Sooz Mom...The Vacation Paid for Linds and Sooz by Sooz Mom...You see Charlie had been to Hawaii but never been on the Big Island but swore He'd be their Guide...Sooz Mom being the Lady is felt was wrong but what could she say...Should see the Email Anti Hawaiian Police...Busting Hawaiian Drunks at the Shopping Mall...While Grandeurs of Speeding Charlie was Glad...Yeah Hawaii Revealed to Sooz Mom how Immature He was in His Thinking
Then Yes came the Misguided Adventure Called Short 2 weeks to Puerto Rico with a Blog Piece written of it with an Anarchist view filled with Anarchy towards the Puerto Ricans Their Culture and their Country in Charlies view...Truly shown as His unknown Travels was stated even Places in USA though the Murder Rate is Highest there for US States per Population due to Drugs Deals gone Bad Plus Counter Revolutionary Factions both Sooz and Charlie were warned of...Puerto Rico is Tame though not a Glamour Spot in Places...there are Places in America even more Scary...Shown Only in Charlies ignorance and his writing
This outlook and Yes Selfish Motives even a 13 Year Old can see and Proof also have in Charlies and Sooz own Emails written...as even Linds speaking from the Heart...Sooz said I Don't have to Listen to this...Yeah even Blaming Linds and Jer for truly why Relationship is not working even though did Not Read Jers Emails...Sooz own Admittal Givng Charlie a chance I didn't even then like His Attitude...Nor did We have Have Telephone Conversations...Sooz even Told Linds not to Talk to Jer when away...Gee Charlie might get Upset was reason Linds gave even to Friends...The Relationship still was not working...Sooz Called Jer Not Visa Versa...You see the 275+ emails written as told Sooz were like a Daily Journal Yeah a waste of Time if deem because truely God knew where Jer stood could have gone unwritten but gave Jer the strength if Sooz ever wanted to know the Feelings and Belief Jer has they could be seen so future mistakes could maybe not reoccur
*Yes Folks Sooz had Truly found in Mind who She Trusted and Loved Jer...even Charlie sensed and knew it...Sooz made the Call*
You see this is not a Put Down or See I was Right...Even when Proof is Given
This is was the Warning and Predictions that came Full Circle...though Worse in Consequence...only Common Sense tells You with Observation and Listening to how a Person Speaks as only Sooz has done to both Linds and Jer...Called trying to Pound a Square Peg in a Round Hole...I Can't Believe this isn't Working as in Sooz words as told Charlie...You have to Lose Your Negativity...Gee seeing Maybe the Mirror of Herself in Charlie...As Quoting hate to say Jer's Positive Attitude Statements as even Witnessed by Linds Herself in regards to Her Mom...Saying them but Not Truly Following them...To wit Practiced on...Charlie Beyer_Charles Beyer Oreana,Idaho...aka Bro Charlie...Cha...ChaLee...The Simple Laws of Science says 2 Negatives will Repel each Other
The Same Charlie standing Up as Only a Man would...Jer gave more then one Royal Rear Burning Chew Out to...Yeah Standing up for whats True Moral Values seems Mr Beyer is to Dense in Head to Understand and why has found if Family and Friends saw the things I have Jer has as well as others...The Advice was taken too lightly No wonder You have No Friends...Why Others Deem Him Immature in His Thinking...Merely for things in his Own Words written to Sooz as in Guilt Trip look how You Screwed Me over with Your Lies
Seems Tactics used All His Life from Homework done and Not even truly a Friend to Sooz Brothers...as a Story that showed his true Feelings of being Arrogant and Above this Friend He called the Only True Friend ever had or was He actually Referring to His Own Failures as Freudian Slips as His writing always Point to in Life or referred to Sooz as He Himself being the Man who had taken Her out of Her White Trash Existence She Must be Proud of Her Lies and Manipulation to have Obtained a Man of his Caliber...Though His Own Assessment of Himself a Lowly Paid Engineer No Lady in their Right Mind would want...Yeah Question being Charlies Anti Social Behavior has Cost Him How Many Jobs
The Game Continued even with Warning Beware Sooz...Full Guns On...Character Assassination its Not
Words also this time coming back September 7th 2005...said shouldn't have meddled in Jer and Sooz affairs...these written after all but Called Sooz an Intellectual Idiot and Linds a Liar and Thief...The words written to Sooz and even read to Her Mom...Who said Who would Run off to this?...The Reply simply was
Your Daughter Suzi as She Calls her
Yeah Lets say Charlie plays a Good Game of...Good Guy/Bad Guy...Whoops made a Mistake still doesn't cover up the Fact of His True Feelings of Jealousy and Mistrust...Bitterness of Mistrust even towards Sooz...Statements of his Own Admission in email...His Selfishness didn't care Who Hurt...Sooz even Phone Message when Calling after Leaving this time...Was Tired of the Heated Conversations having with Charlie this time...Gee a Leopard doesn't change Their Spots Now Do they?...What more Guilt Trips can't see the Negativity Revealed...Jer and Linds can't be Blamed
Yeah Sounding as a 60's Stoner of Idle Treats Yeah Bully Words of Yeah can Back You Down is Threats Charlie tries...To this Jer said...Yeah Bring It On will Drop You in Your Shoes...You see as God is Jers witness...Good will triumph over Someone of this Mentality a Feat easily done...Jers Own words when Felt this Bitterness...Felt as Others Not worth the Bullet to Put Himself Out of His Own Misery...Yes a Simple Analogy but showing the True Cheap Value of a Persons worth in Your Assessments of how Present themselves...This after only the 1st 5 Minute Discussion in Chat...Yeah Read about Impressions a Person makes...Charlies Fatal one was with Statement of his 30 Year Bitterness with His Ex wife as His Lead...Lying and Conniving...is how views others in Life500Club...Yes Charlie left his 1st impression and has always followed through like a Mishappen Golf Swing Full of Mistrust and Jealousy
Jer Merely Doing what Called doing the Right Thing and Making Right Decisions as an Adult...Easier explained Intellect Beats Ignorance any day of the Week...as Being also Shouted at with Charlie Ignorance Threats...as Merely saying Let Me Talk to Sooz as I have Always Allowed You
Plus further showing His Ignorance...His Motto as told to Linds when Sooz Left Her with Jer the 23rd...Called and said Congratulations Jer You Will Make a Great Role Model...Whereby also Condoning Sooz Actions...Then Called Linds Cell...Calling after being Told Not Welcome...Not knowing Linds had overheard his Own words lets get rid of Linds...His Final Advice to Linds...His Favorite Motto
"Fight and Run so Can Fight Another Day"
Purported Anarchy Taggars Tag Gang Sign of Late 60's Early 70's Seattle
Leaves You Wondering How Many Charlie Signed
Better Yet What Anti Social Attitude May Have
Both Linds and Sooz Witnessed His Anti Legal Authority Outrages
**To This Jers Reply Charlie Your a Short Stroker**
Yes Also a Well Known Gang Term For
What Refer to as a Person Who Will Not Back You Up
Plus Will Back Stab You and Blame Others for their Failure
Whats even More Funny is also a Reference to a Mans Endowment
Thinking as Charlie also Sooz Did
Linds Found Hilarious when Explained the Difference
Linds found Charlies Motto Did Truly Reveal Himself more
The Term Explained the Night before Sooz Leaving
In an Outburst Sooz brought it Forward in Discussion
Clearly as can maybe see...are Not words of Wisdom a Kid needs to hear...as was the Offer can come live with Us
The Place thats out in the Middle of Nowhere Linds Own words a Dump she had been there and never wanted to Return...Sooz own words a Place not Fit for a Kid...Just barely enough space for Her and Charlie to get by...Remote as in 49 Miles to the nearest Town that still is just a Bump in the Road Sizewise...This Offer also His Failure to see Stepped over Boundaries of Gentleman Etiquette Not acting as a Mentor to Linds...Whereas Jer always had put Linds as the #1 Priority maybe Read Jers Words to Linds WhoopsJerAgain
Did Sooz as a Mom Truly take Time to Listen...or Was Mom Still Playing with Charlie
Can maybe see as Linds did but also a thing Sooz Neglected to View or even Share in...Yes She always wanted to Set Time aside for Linds as when asked Linds did You push Your Mom away while here in Bakersfield...she said Yes in a Way I did...but also when I Needed My Mom She always said was Busy...Yeah Jer You didn't truly know was still Chatting with Charlie..."Feel The Love"... "Focus on the Love" the Last being the One Linds was so Proud of Memorized it to get it Right...Said Best thing I ever did was Tell You My Mom was doing this...Mom said Charlie would not leave it alone...had Sooz truly left for Guilt feelings Only she will ever know...Linds had asked while looking over Her shoulder Why Mom?...even You Talk Negatively towards Charlie...To Linds was never given an explanation
The Question Should then also be Asked
Charlie the Guy Sooz has once again Ran to is He Acting or for Real or even Truly as Friend/Lover to Sooz but taking advantages of Her Vulnerabilites...Look at Me I am so more Intellectually Intelligent are the Words Jer and Others now have Read as the Words Charlie is conveying to Sooz
A True Friend when seeing Sooz Problems would have said Work it Out...Learn to Communicate as He did...Then Stepped back as a Friend should and would not have Continued with Walking into Jer and Sooz Relationships with his continuance of the Guilt Trips or the "Focus On the Love" look what all I can Offer at the True Cost of Possibly of Sooz Loss of the Thing Truly Loves that is Her Daughter Linds
His Own Words I shouldn't have Meddled putting the Blame on Sooz when asked...Yes as Many say is Charlie Not Out for His Own Selfish Interets
Parting Words and Actions usually Reveal the Truth Emotions Felt
Words Sooz Echoed as Leaving...Jer watched Her every move and listened to her words as leaving...I will Return when have a Home...then as Quickly said...This Will Not Work!...Why am I even Leaving...As Followed up when to the Door and leaning through the Window Jer said You Don't Have to Leave...I Will again Set You Free so Can Return to Me...Give it a Month or Two...She said Your Relentless I can't Believe it
Lind Herself did not Watch Her Leave...To Her Sooz was again acting as Her Mom always Never Listening to Her Own Truths...Her Own Negativity...Even in Her 13 Year Old innocence knew Not a Word was Listened to...Her Mom had put up Her Shield to even Her...as in I Can't Hear or Feel You...The Shield that even put Linds out of Her Life
Charlies is Not Totally at Blame Sooz Gets some Credit
Nothing said to Sooz if had Acted as a Adult and Business Person should have made Her Run if Truly Asked and Answered Truthfully...Sooz knows as Others too Jer Shouts and Blows Off Steam but is Always in Control...Yes Another Lesson to be Learned if Listen
Is also how Jer does the Countless Hours needed to Accomplish things...Even Laughs at His Own Stupidity even Points out the Facts to Why...Also Does Not Forget to Give an Explanation though May seem Cavilier or in Words of Sooz Your Presentation was all Wrong...The what seemed Negative is Quickly turned back to Positive... Failure is Not an Option if truly Possible in Jer's World
Sooz as Jer both agreed...Gee Really Look at Us We have Never even had a Lovers Fight...Only Discussions if an Outsider such as Linds was would say...Weren't even Arguments as Sooz made possibly Charlie to Believe
Yes can even say Sooz let the Ezine and Our Internet Business Overwhelm her...You See You have to Learn the Business...As Sooz Flagship word now...The Apprentice and Cha returned Home weary...Her Apprenticeship with Her Own Internet Business did She even View it also as such too...When applied to Yes Her Own Business
The Information and All Her Resources Given to Her Freely...Yes She was Her Own Employer...Sooz has worked if Facts be known Three Years Plus...Time Truly in the Internet World a Period will just Start to see Success the JerSooz Ezine was ahead of this Timing Factor and Done for Free
Now Charlie even see's that Game He Played take the Check Book write Your Own Check Do something for Yourself...Truly was if You Haven't made Money there is No Money to Spend...Call Owning Your Own Business
Yes the Information JerSooz Ezine Provides is with People like Us and Others who Truly Applied can be Successful...Good Money has always been Spent to Get the Most Valued Money for Your Dollar Spent by People Who Truly can Help...Yes even when We don't write the Ezine People still use Our Links Yes even Us maybe Sooz doesn't See We're Sucessful
Words of Other Great and Creative People Sooz has Not Heeded
Sooz has even been told where truely she belongs...Yes even Charlies Dad Rich said Suzie Go Home...You have a True Life Look at The Fantastic Thing You have both Created...Yes Folks Richard Beyer...The World Famous Sculptor...Words of Wisdom Sooz has not even Heeded...As well as His Own Advice his Son would never Offer this Talent or Creativity...His Advice Go Home Suzie where You Truly Belong this is a Work of Love...as Only His Wife Margaret had done for Him and His Foundation maybe as the reminder...Yes their Legacy both Rich and Margarets Talents are amazing
You can even say...Yes even Jers Well Mannered and Business Like Manners got Rich to Pass the Phone to Sooz 3 Times...Yes Talks were of Business and Linds
Contrary to Popular Belief by Sooz even Sooz Talents are known
Plus Yes People have been Successful just Reading Us by Changing Their Lives...To Positive...Yes The Ezine Reaches Thousands and Someday Hopefully Truly Millions...Yes the Inspirational JerSooz Team bringing it to You...Still does Sooz see Her Talents are So Good You have to ask where did they come from or were they Truly Acts of God Given Talent
Whereby Jer is Shunned and told You say it after the fact when truely has been Jers feelings all along...Yes Folks Jer thinks Sooz has Talents even beyond his own with a Softness only a Lady like Sooz possesses
You Have to Believe Before You See the Positive
Question Further asked Does Sooz Truly Believe when Looks in Her Rear View Mirror...Yes Admittedly a thing Jer was going to Remove this time when Leaving...Linds said Don't My Mom needs the Positive Message and even Sooz agreed Leave it...This Message that truly works...Though when Sooz Pulling away Jer Held Up as a Mirror Hands Remember to Look in Rear View Mirror Did Not Meet with a Warm Reception...Lets say a Charlie Gesture Given
Change Your Attitude Change Your Life
Yes it Truly Works if You Truly Believe Taking the 1st Step
Yes Folks the Words of Sooz can truly be viewed as Foolishness possibly Her Own Immaturity...Yes can even say Disbelief...Her Own Words..."This Will Never Work!"...Surely Truely can be Proved wrong...Proof Positive is Truely before Your Eyes...Proof has Worked because You would not be Reading this Ezine or this as Some may Feel Ranting of a Man in Love...Trying to Continue on the Love Story Called the JerSooz Ezine
BigJer53 Jer says Dream Big Your Rewarded Big
Yeah Sooz may have Forgotten the Dream...Yeah the Promises made to Each Other...Start an Internet Business so Sooz would be Home for Linds...Yeah a Stay at Home Mom...Yeah the Total time Sooz was with Jer She was there for Linds...Thing is with a 13 Year Old as #1 Priority You have to Work and Plan She comes First...You also have to Earn the Money 1st
Did She or has She Forgotten Promises made to Jer Our Dream both Agreed on Long before Promises to Charlie...Yeah Become Successful and Meet All Our LifeTime Friends in some Exotic Place...Buy a Motorhome and Tour the USA Helping Others writing a Travelogue of Our Adventures...Soon Who Knows the Biggest Blog...The Biggest RSS Feed...The Ultimate Insiders Guide to Business...Its Not about Power or Look at Me its truely the Power of Belief
Yeah also as was thought an Expansion...even while Sooz was Gone even the Tools bought to make happen...Sooz to see more Positive...From Her Adventure Away...Her Own Self Discovery of Herself...Her Own Yes Given Project a Dream for Her come true...Information of Ladies Issues such as Sooz Herself has Gone through with Her MidLife Crisis....Change of Life...Yes the Big Word Menopause
Yes Could even Apply Herself show Working with Jer and the JerSooz Ezine...The True Love Story could be Told...How She Herself is Truly Somebody which Jer has Unquestionly always Believed in Sooz and Her Talents though His Presentation may sometimes Be Shouted For Christ Sakes Sooz Don't Make this All about You...Truly Believe in Yourself and All the Rest will Follow...Think Successful and You Will become that!...Only Person Holding You back from Success is You
Yes Dream Big and You are Also Rewarded Big...You See then You Do Not Judge it in Monetary Value but the Richness You Receive when Helping Others and The Truth be Known if You Do something You Love then Ultimately the Money Does Follow its the True Key to Success...Believe in What Your Doing Success Follows
Plus Helping Others is what is Called Leveraging...We are Not Successful Unless You are Successful...Then You will find You Yourself are Away from Your Own Selfishness You Yourself are working for the Team...Yeah Called Commitment...Yes Team Spirit also a Thing You Shout about
Possibly the Lesson Sooz Forgot to Listen to and Learn...Have to ask Yourself is this where Sooz Forgets plus says..."I Do Not know whats in My Own Head"...Can She also not ask Herself...Without My Own Positiveness Let My Negativity Interfere...Be it Myself am Only the Person to Blame...Linds sure Saw by Example Things Do Happen...Dreams Come True...We Did have a Home with True Love...Why Didn't I
The Isolation could it be another Factor...Let Me Hide My Head in the Sand
Yes then We have to ask Dream Wise ...Can Charlie Possibly also be out for as Others say the True Reason...Looking to Sooz for Cheap Labor for being in a Place so Far Remote No One will work for Him or would they even with his Attitude...Sooz sure conveyed Her thoughts of People worked with in Charlie words and Description...is He thinking of Her the Same...Plus Merely looking for Someone else to Travel with and share in His Isolation and Paranoid Feelings for Authority Figures...While Constantly Looking in His Own Rear View Mirror for the Man...The Heat..The Law...Big Brother...Yeah Saying "Thanks Jer" as every State Trooper or Law Vehicle Passes...Yeah better Watch My Speed
Is the Game Being Played as Out to Destroy whats Good
Just Playing how Long will She Truly Stay She must be seeing through me...Can it also be Truly they both Condone Each Others Bad Habits in a Place can Hide...Gee Not Your Best Character Witness either for a Person to Stand up in a Court of Law Now is it
Their Both Not the Brightest Light Bulbs in the Box No True Communication
Sooz Naive Manners on how words can be misconstrued...Plus His Ignorance of the Facts...His own Naive Manner...His Childish Outbursts Grabbing Phones when Jealous...Hanging Up...No I didn't know that...when told Jer stood his Grounds because Sooz had accepted His Proposal and Quite Frankly Linds and Jer were tired of Hearing the Negative things Sooz was saying against Him...Yeah as Sooz Mom said...Who would run off to that
Lets just ask has truly Charlie Meddled in and with His and Sooz Own Ignorance Truly Together Lost this Game Playing at the Cost of a Child...Point Lost as in Herself Linds doesn't Trust Charlie...Yes even Possibly Her Mom Sooz Who Maybe Truly feels Her Mom Truly Abandoned Her the Point has already been Proven at what?...For the Cost of Charlie who Talks so Negative about
Sure seems with the information given the Water Barrel sure Holds Water and Truly Not Character Assassination...Linds as Told Her Mom I Felt like I was Pushed in a Corner and Ignored...Mom You Now even have Given up on Me for Negativity You can't even see the Change in Yourself
Coming to Get Me when Only I am in Trouble because refuse unlike You to be around Charlie with his Negativity Jer doesn't have
Yes Mom Remember Our Discussions of how to Many times have come to Me and said Oh My God Jer is Right...Viewing the Discussions and the Hiding away like a Hermit Charlie does...Anti Social Banterings Calls of Negativity...Can't say Conducive to a 12 then now 13 Year Olds Mind
Yes a Mom has to Get Her Priorities Straight
Yeah Proof in Fact Linds was not only Rebelling against Her Mom Only but also Charlie and as some would say...Rightfully So!...In Linds words Jer if I had wanted to make trouble for My Mom She truly would have known it...Not as Sooz had accused her of not working with them
No Linds was acting as a Kid who without her Moms prior teachings of Don't Do that I Am the Mom Rules...was doing the same as alway had...The True Scenario of if a Problem is Not Corrected or Even Condoned it Will Follow You...Yeah a thing if Sooz had Listened and Acted as a Mom would have known
Linds should as a Child should always be The Number One Priority...as Told Sooz Linds with Me as with You comes 1st She is Your #1 Priority in Life...Act like a Mother but most Importantly an Adult
Was Sooz Running Off Guilts Felt or Selfishness
Yeah maybe Deemed Selfish and Dreams She Herself Doesn't Feel...How Do I or Linds know?...Only Sooz has told Us so...All in Regards to as said countless times so as not to Hurt a Friend and Supposed True Lover...You see even in Sooz own words...Jer I Do Not know whats even in My Head...You know Me Better then even know Myself
The Truth as Writen in Email Oct 2nd 2005 Sooz to Jer
Mr Lover-Man!
Thanks for reminding me how awesome you are...and look! Yeah love starts inside then the capacity to love can grow and be shared. It's obvious when look at you, and into your eyes how much love you live, and breathe. Yer the Real McCoy!
After the last 6 months instead of weakening, it seems the love has gotten stronger. And how did you know...like I overheard you telling Fran "just as I told you" I was going to return loving you more? Hell! I didn't even know that!
Hey...maybe we take a new JerSooz cover pic this week?
Let me know when you are ready.
Love You!
SuzieSooz, Susan R Allen
**Fran Referred to is Former Ex Wife/Roommate 17 1/2 Years**
The Lady Moving out the Same Weekend Moved Sooz and Linds in
Fran Given Full Reign of House to Take What Wanted
Dec 8th 2001 whereby Bought Things then for Our Home
Yes Fran a Still LifeTime Friend who Wants Jer to be Happy
Fran the Lady When asked by Sooz
Said You will Never Find a Man Better Who Will Not Lie to You
Jer a Man Who When Loved by Him Will Know It
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The Tail Spin of Sooz or the Quest for Self Discovery...Jer Does Know Secrets
Wow Amazing isn't it Sooz Own Words the above words saying the Truth...Now ask Yourself if there was a Testimonial for Love the above is Quite Humbling now isn't it
Yes thats what is Truly Felt in Sooz Heart if She Truly Peels as they Say the Skin from the Onion...She Amazingly comes and says Who She Truly Loves
Yes why when Heard Jer always Feels the Strength to Not Give Up...Yes even to the Window of the Jeep...The True Sooz is Revealed to Him and what Jer feels is Truly the JerSooz Love...This also Viewed by Linds too
This the Sooz that would Not Abandon Her Daughter...The True Sooz Who hates to Admit has the Same Dreams and Wants as Wishes as Jer...If Truly Opened Her Heart and Mind as Linds and Jer See Her
Then would Sooz Truly Find the Love that She is Seeking but is Afraid to Commit for Fear of Hurting Others...Yeah That Fear and Jealousy Charlie has...is this one the True View as also see's in Sooz for Jer
Linds Knows Jer Knows and Even Sooz or Suzie Sooz...That Suzie others know...Know if Given the Chance and Knowing the Door is Not Closed and Lets Her Mind Float by Merely Touching the Center of Her Forehead Knows the Commitment would be Never Ending more Sensual More Emotional More Intense then She Admittedly could ever Desire...The Freudian Slip in the Above...I didn't even know that!"...Yes thats what Truly what is Sooz is running from!
Oh What a Night We had...Dr Linds is in the House
Yes as even the Night before leaving Linds with Jer...came and said when Linds was Acting as the Volunteer Counselor and True Truths were laid out on the Table...Linds Feelings Jers Feeling Sooz Feelings...The True Truths You had to See...Said Oh My God I Feel as if had 3 Heart Attacks...Sooz that Truly was the Fear of Running from True Love were Experiencing...That Choking Heart Stopping Fear was Reality...That You First Time didn't Want to Run...But were Afraid to Stand and Fight and Make the True Commitment have wanted All Your Life
Tell the Truth and The Truth Shall set You Free
Yeah evident in Statements I Don't want to Leave...I am Not Ready to Leave...Your Defensive Mannerisms...Even Defenses for Charlie in Your Own Mind Don't Believe...Yes You Felt the True Love even Linds Witnessed it...Was saying Mom Drop the Shield...Mom Drop the Shield...You Still weren't Believing
Sometimes Only The Touch of Finger Shows the Truth
Touch that Center of Forehead will See Bend Oregon Yes the Shooting Stars...Redmond the Little Hotel Room...Nirvana the Island Get away...Squim...Port Townsend...The Rest Area the Overlook on Hwy 80...The DVD...The Cherokee from Start to Finish...Snow Trips...All the Many Miles Traveled...The House the Pond...All The Adventures the Quest for Food Clothes Furniture Household Goods Computers and Trips to Denios...Remember 60 Days Never the Same Meal...Remember Christmas's Thanksgiving's Birthdays Bar B Ques Yeah 4th of July Fireworks and The Super Bowl...Hearst Castle...Bakersfield...Calico...The Tattoo Expo...Plus All the Pictures Taken
Yeah Will see the Beginning of the Dream...Webpages...Ezine All the Many Business's and Learning Things...Emails about the Ezine All the Fantastic Things Doing...The Daily Driving Linds to School and Picking Her Up...Listen to All the Shouting Never Give Up on Yourself...Believe...Quit being Negative...Hurry Up Lets Get Finished so can Go Play...Am Doing this because I Love You
Voices You know Showed You the Truth
You will see the Islands Secret Spot with Steve and the Dream You wished...Hear Your Dads True Words Suzie Never Come to Work like that again...Never Sit that Bench again Like that Be Proud of Who You are...Yeah You have to Work Hard to Make it Happen...Don't be a Quitter ...Quit being So Stubborn Headed Do whats Right for You Jer's Right...Plus God did Show You the True Path Home...Your Dream in Santa Barbara Leaving Charlie in the Hotel Room was the True You and The Face that Would Save You...Called True Dream Interpretation You Made the Call...Your Moms advice Yeah Marry Jer he is the Stable Factor You and Linds Need...He's a Good Man...Charlie's so Immature...Yes I could have chosen any of My Past Loves but Jim is the Man whose Helped Me be Who I am...Given Me Strength...Jer is Your One
The True Channels of Communication Open
Think Tuesdays and Thursdays...Think Linds Smiling Face in Santa Barbara on the Street Corner Jlo and Especially Gurlfriend...Think Coming Home though wasn't Our House was still Home
Linds had the Strength to Stand Up Did You Listen
Then think talking Face to Face with Linds Her True Feelings the Night before Leaving...knew in Your Mind She was Right...Brought You back to Many Demands were being Asked...To much Negativity...To Much Jealousy...to many Daily Affirmations...Yes I can't truly Feel You because Your Not My True Love
Linds the Love Of Life...Courage and Strength Set You Free
Yeah Remember Linds and being on the Defense of Conversations thought She Listened to of Charlies...Yourself reminded they had Depth but were Merely Only Banterings...No True Substance...The things Charlie Himself saw truly Sooz took No Interest...Yeah Charlies Intellect in His words went Unnourished...Your Own Daughter seeing this truely in Your Face...was Only Reminding You...Yeah bringing You back into Reality in a true childs perspective...Yeah Mom Drop the Shield...Not even You were Happy
Yeah Your Best Friend...Your Love of Life...Your Daughter Who Saved You when Born...Linds was trying to make You see the Truth...Show You the Reality of Bad Decisions were making...How do I know?...Linds like Me as Should You Speaks from Her Heart and Can Feel the Love and without Hesitation
Linds Your True Free Spirit...Your Very Soul...also Told You without Hesitation I want to Stay with Jer I Don't Trust You
A Decision You and Her for Weeks talked about but was Never Mentioned to Me...about if I could Adopt Her because Linds knew...Yes You Her Mom was Truly Free with Jer and Yes Truly Happy...but Did Not have the Strength to Stand Up and Follow Your Heart and Make a True Commitment...She knew You instead would Run because didn't have the Strength to Keep a Friend as such...You would have to try and Mess with Your Own Head again and this Time didn't want to see Your Unhappiness...and better yet the Negativity and Selfishness it Breeds...Linds Your Daughter truly knows You...Maybe Your to Blind to See...Was what the Love of Your Life...Your Daughter and the Message was trying to send You...Linds at 13 seems Light Years ahead on Doing the Right Thing...then You at 47...was also Message Sending...You Stand Up for What is Right and Stay Away from Negativity
Example as again Jer did when stood Up against the Group ICP Sooz on this one too...Writing on Hands Make Up and Even Eye Brow Piercing..Yes the Writing on Hands Undetected as a 3 Day Do the Right Thing with Linds be Normal at School went Unnoticed by Sooz...Linds did Find Other Kids Treated Her Different even Feeling better about Herself...though still with Stubbornness had Her Pride intact...Positive Examples can be Learned...Jer Doing what was Not His Job was Sooz...Linds Respected...Do the Right Thing Meant Something When Shown with Example
Linds Out of the Mouth of Babes Comes Wisdom
You see the Reason this Ezine is being Written and Yes Seems so Long is it's Truly the Big Shout out
Kids are Truly Our Future_Kids They Should be as a Parent Your #1 Priority
Yes as Adults We Overlook when in this Case Our Options...You will Find sometimes the Decisions We make...It is Truely from a Child Perspective We Learn the Truth about Ourselves...Yes Merely by a Childs Observation...Their Innocence they can Reveal what they Truely See in Us
Yes Out of the Mouth of Babes comes the Truth...Sooz it seems is either running from the Truth Yes Her True Self...Possibly has a Penchant for has to Have it Truely Beaten into Her to Lose Her Stubbornness what to Her might be the Loss of Her Own Happiness...Yes still trying to Pound the Square Peg in Round Hole...The True Loss of Happiness Yes Her Own Full of Life 13 Year Old Daughter Linds
Trying to as Some will say from Emails written...Words Spoken by Sooz...Her True Feelings of Unhappiness towards Charlie...is once again in a Place and Living a Life Doesn't Truely Believe...Her Words as in the beginning of this Neglected to also say When asked after Sooz Called this time after Leaving...Why Did You Call?...Jer I Am All Messed Up in My Head...I Love You...and as said Deteriorated to saying Character Assassination was being said
Facts be Known...The Answer Still Unanswered
How can Character Assassination be Found if Actions Truely haven't been taken...What an Abandoned Child Police Report now exists...Yes a Fathers Rights and Convictions Done Legally and Swiftly...The Running off again to a Man Sooz Self admittedly Doesn't like His Negativity...Yes Already Heated Discussions Linds and Jer can't be Blamed for...Her Own Daughter Linds not Trusting either..."When Hearing Ship Her Off to Her Dads by 16 these Truely are Truths"...No Matter how think can Reverse are True Facts...Plus Other things Now Compounded makes this a Serious Issue...Yes if a True Mom and Answering from Her True Heart will only know how to Truly Act
Was No Round Table Discussion...No Great Decision ...Jer Stood Up as Did Linds...Sooz Opened the Door
The True Question to Ask Has Sooz...Suzie...Suzie Sooz...Susan R Allen Truly Ran off for the Adventure at the Cost of Her Daughter...Yes Truly in Selfishness done as Charlie said Suzie Lets Ship Linds off to Her Dads So We can Go See the World...Changed Direction Jer will do it Charlie...Yes a True Abandonment Charge No Better Spoken
Yes Now with the Conviction and the Ok as the Simple Pass Off Linds when Given 2 Options Never wanted has Chose Her Dad...Yes Made Her Own Bed Now She can Sleep in it Mentality only known as Selfishness...If I Run and Hide They Will Never Find Me
That Sooz is Only What You Know..."The True I Don't even Know Whats in Head"...Surely Now has Left You Holding the Big Stick of Your Life...What a Mess on its Tip...You are now Looking Hopefully at
Will if Your Smart Now Truely Make the Right Decision...This Time its Time You Clean Up Your Own Mess and Yes as Linds Truely Shown You and Know in Your Heart whats Right...As the Saying Goes Stand Up this Time and in Your Heart Know whats Truely Right....As the Countless Times Told You...Quit Messing with Your Own Head...Lose that Stubbornness
This is Not Your Own Childhood this is Your Daughter
Yeah Time to Try and Remember...This is Not You...Nor Truly in this Time is this or Has it ever been Ok to Now as the Bakersfield Police Informed You...The Child Abandonment Report is now Filed...Further Legal Actions being taken by a Lady Lawyer for Linds Other Case when Received...This is Not The Decision between You and Your Own Dad...Who You felt even with Him had No Home to Go too...You in Your Own Terms what Call a Philanderer till Met His Wife later of 25 Years who set Him Straight...Nor Your Mom with the Step Dad You Yourself Despised...Nor was the Decision Truely Given by Your Own Mom...This was between You and Your Dad...No better yet Yourself who didn't like either as the Decision
Both who also had a Well Provided Home in the Same Town...Where both were Close enough to Stay in Touch with...as even Your Own Mother has Told You Wasn't My Decision Suzi You would hear none of it...and You know the True Reason for the Divorce
You also know its Not Running From Jer nor even His Presentation as You Call it...You know the Truth as if a God Answered Prayer You inplimented Yourself even Bakersfield came about as is the Palm Tree in the Back Yard the Reminder...Every Complaint had was Simply Erased...You Felt the Love and Were Amazed...Close to Linds Dad...Where are You Now...Where Will Linds be if Shipped off to Florida to Her Aunt
Not being as a Put Down...How was the Place You Truly went to as a 14 Year Old what True Adult Supervision and Morals were You Taught...Yeah Truly Look how Shipped Off in that Time Conducive now?...When can See it Truly hasn't Taught You How to Act like an Adult or Move in the Right Direction...Look Truly inside to How You Felt
Simply put People are Shocked at Your Immaturity or Selfishness to Not Move Heaven or Earth for the Sake of Your Daughter
Instead Your even Running from this too Commitment as a Mom...Would Charlie Himself if His Own Kids Do the Same...If Says Yes then Ask what Moral or Adult Fibers or Family Values here Truly has unless Selfishness
Then ask Yourself He Dropped the Ball on Linds How Fast is Maybe the True Question...Did He ever Really Truly ever Care...Think will Find the Answer Truly Fast when even Plans Changed when Got there 1st Time...His Words Yeah a Single Mom with a Kid with No Other Means of Support Email to "Z"...Going to Take them in...I didn't Know how to Cope with a Child that Age later said...Should have always been the Answer
1st Ticket Out...Do You Now think Stuck with Your Decision or the Crusade to Change Him...Not be like the Ex...I can Prove I am Different...Yet Another Good Case for Abandonment Wouldn't People Agree...a Crusade You will Lose...Yeah the Mirrored Reflection You see is Not where You Want to be...The Tranquilty Picture has been Shattered and Neither Jer or Linds have been in it...This is Not Your Childhood this is Linds Your Daughter We're Talking about
Bad Poker Faces...Will Always Lose
Yeah even Know Your Poker Face...Thats the One Charlie Says say this!...Have Seen this One 2 Times Now...The 3 Day Back and This Last Time...Looks like Hate to say this Someone has Stuck Their Fingers Up Your Back and Now Talking like a Puppet...Words Not even Your Own...Gee Look How Strong I am...As Also Lost everytime away Mimicing the Most Current Word or Buzz Phrase...Even Linds and I See through the Charade or Better Yet Don't Like it...Yeah Never Play Poker You Will Lose
Then Look to the Bet even Linds and Others made and Linds Doesn't Bet with Jer...Came True in Shorter Time then expected...Jealousy Reared its Ugly Head again Neither Jer or Linds there...Open Your Eyes to the Truth...Yeah should have Read Your Emails and Not Given Up Your Freedoms
Now that have Stopped them and All Calls You have the Time to This Time truly Listen to Your Heart and have Linds Words Echoeing in Your Head...Mom I Don't Trust You or My Dad...I want a True Home with Jer...Was the Rejection of Who You have Become...Mom I Don't any Longer want to Go See Your Negative Places and Feel Like being Pushed into a Corner
What Dance and Tune are We Now Dancing to
Ask Yourself now what Questions now Answering to?...Answers to Questions of Self Worth and Happiness or to the Call of Bitterness and Jealousy making You Jump to the Tune have to be Right for Fear |
